Now that exams are over and I'm halfway back to something somewhat normal at home, I'm going to try to update my deviantart (I say this now, but I always seem to slip away). I have some free time and will try to remember how to draw (lol). Aside from work, school doesn't start again until Tuesday (YESSS) so I'm going to spend my time relaxing...cause I never do that anymore.

Hopefully I'll get something somewhat nice done in the next week to post (as long as I don't criticize myself too badly *dies*).

Sunday I was naive
Monday I was confused
Tuesday I was worried
Yesterday it fully sunk in
Today I broke
I'm terrified of tomorrow

Yesterday
I cried myself to sleep
and didn't have any dreams

Tag
Rule: Go to Google and search the phrase. Tag 3 friends. Please be mature and use you REAL 1st name.... (fein, BE THAT WAY)

Use the first thing that comes up that makes sense.

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: Cynthia needs a lot of love. [....No.]

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Cynthia looks like Sandra Bernhard [wtf, do not!]

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: CynthiaSays portal is a joint Education and Outreach project of HiSoftware, ICDRI, and the Internet Society Disability and Special Needs ...[I be not robot yarrrh]

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Cynthia Wants the House. [What house?]

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Cynthia Does a Flip On the Bus [EHHH!?]

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Cynthia Hates Alex [Only Alex I know is my best friends ex-boyfriend but I don't hate him..I think?]

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Cynthia Asks 50 Cent her Question [...I have not, nor want to, nor ever will, meet 50 Cent]

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Cynthia Goes to the Prom [LOL...yeah right xD]

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: Cynthia likes to think about why she makes pots. [Wow. I like to think about why I make pots...I've never made a pot]

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: cynthia eats pansies [I bet they are really delicious]

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: Cynthia wears a white pique tunic. [A what what what??]

Tagging:
If you read this, your tagged *flees*

Well, since I'm joining the whole LS Icon Fest (possibly going to change do to people's ever changing interests), I've got to start posting things up again. As you can see, I've erased my whole gallery except for my Thank You picture (simply because I don't wanna forget how to write it -__-). This is because I want to erase all my old stuff and start anew. I was going to make a whole new account up all the names I could think of were taken so I just decided to redo this one. In a way, it's better this way because then this account wouldn't go to waste.

An update to how things are looking right nao....:
- Exam tomorrow for Calculus. I really shouldn't be on here right now xD;;
- Minji is coming to visit in two days! (wooooo)
- Must set up new printer that has been sitting on my floor for a month
- Must clean again
- Must catch up in my classes for being sick so much

After all that is done, I may be able to think of something to post. Hopefully, I might get a burst of inspiration before then and just randomly do something but likely won't. We'll just have to wait and see.

hmm summary for everything for the last half a year again...

-School = sucks
-19 and I don't feel any different
-Refuse to drink alcohol still
-Still can't draw males well
-Still can't CG
-lost scanner driver, can't use scanned anymore
-dropped laptop, broke screen, cost $300 to replace (quoted from Future shop to be $700 plus labor...HA like I'd ever get anything fixed THERE...not to mention my uncle got his computer 'fixed' there and they dropped it right in front of him when they were returning it, cracked the harddrive, and refused to take responsibility... -__-)
-Scripted a one-shot never to be drawn probably...
-Scripted first two chapters of a series I planned to draw last year...probably also never to be drawn
-Can't write poetry anymore, everything seems so crony now....
-Wrote two chapters for old fanfics, haven't posted them
-Wrote more on my original story, still messed up as always
-Quit my job at ONL, my allergies are terrible
-I hate allergies
-Planning to do some volunteer work...hopefully
-Have to pay off my pre-orders for Rune Factory and Guild Wars-Eye of the North.
-Buy a CD Buffer
-Try to fix my Suikoden 5 or have to buy another (fsking $35 for a game I couldn't even get past the first 4 main events do to scratch...)
-Attempt to buy a copy of Thousand Arms (I miss that game D: )
-Finally got a copy of Shadow Hearts (first version) cost $50...Friend got it a few months later for $19 -___- at a store that told me that they hadn't had a copy for over a year...bastards...
-Debating to subscribe to ShoujoBeat simply because they're starting to release Honey & Clover in it next issue.
-Debating if I want to buy a scratchcard though I know I'll never win anything...except maybe another scratchcard.
-Avoiding buying pokemon to spite Minji (haha jkjk I still have no money)
-Feel lonely because my bunny died
-Feel scared because Bill died (someone I never expected to die the way he did)
-Attempt to do something with my hair (too lazy but it's hot and my hair is long....)
-Attempt to find one lolita costume I like simply because I want to own atleast 1...preferably WaLoli or QiLoli....probably never wear it in the end...
-Attempt to learn Chinese and Japanese properly.... (haha)


That's all I can think of...ciao (Don't expect any updates anytime soon)